Monday, November 7, 2011

Hi, my names Crystal Meth, Speed, Ice.

Hello, My Friend I destroy homes. I tear families apart.I take children and that’s just a start.I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.If you need me, remember, I’m easily found.I live all around you, in school and in town.I live with the rich, I live with the poor.I live just down the street, and maybe next door.I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think.I can be made under the kitchen sink, or in yourChild’s closet, even out in the woods.If this scares you to death, it certainly should.I have many names, but there’s one you’ll know best.I’m sure you’ve heard of me. My name’s Crystal Meth.My power is awesome. Try me. You’ll see.But if you do, you may never break free.Just try me once, I might let you go.Try me twice and I’ll own your soul.When I possess you, you’ll steal and you’ll lie.You’ll do what you have to, just to get high. The crimes you’ll commit for my narcotic charmsWill be worth the pleasure you’ll feel in my arms.You’ll lie to your mother, you’ll steal from your dad.When you see their tear, you must not feel sad.Just forget your morals, and how you were raised.I’ll be your conscience. I’ll teach you my ways.I take kids from parents. I take parents from kids.I turn people from God. I separate friends.I’ll take everything from you, even your good looks andPride. I’ll be with you always, right by your side.You’ll give up everything. Your family, your home.Your money, your friends, you’ll be all alone.I’ll take and I’ll take till you’ve no more to give.When I finish with you, you’ll be lucky to live.If you try me, be warned. THIS IS NOT A GAME.If I’m given the chance, I’ll drive you insane.I’ll ravage your body. I’ll control your mind.I’ll own you completely. Your soul will be MINE.The nightmares I’ll five you when you’re lying in bed,And the voices you hear from inside your head.The shakes, the sweats, and the visions you’ll see. I want you to know, these are your gifts from me.By then it’s too late, and you’ll know in your heart, That you are now mine, and we shall not part.You’ll regret that you tried me. They always do.But you came to me. Not I to you.You knew this would happen. How many times were you told?But you challenged my power. You chose to be bold.You could have said “no” and just walked away.If you could live over, now what would you say?My power is awesome, as I told you before.I can take your mother and turn her into a whore.I’ll be your master, you’ll do as I say, Even when I tell you to go to your grave.Now that you’ve met me, what will you do?Will you try me or not? It’s all up to you.I can show you more misery than words can tell.Come, take my hand. Let me lead you to hell.

Saturday, January 15, 2011


The other day mis amigos, my fiance y yo went to a photo shoot for LOCS SUNGLASSES. The pictures came out firme, and when my little baby is born i will be able to tell him/her that his mumma was THREE MONTHS pregnant when those cholo shots were taken. Anyways you ladies and guys should check 'em out. Their website is .They got a girls line but i would recommend them more for your men ladies, they look hott! The guy who took the photos is known as LA PASION PHOTOGRAPHY, un chileno firme con la camera. Look him up on facebook, oh and LOCS also has a facebook too ;) i'm tagged in the photos, and to let ya'll know mi nombre real es Veronica ;) jaja. Rosita Negra aka Black rose is just my stage name.

Gerardo & Me ;)

Oh and i just remembered that i was given a blog award by A Barbie Gone Bad. Check her out porque la niña es amable y super simpatica <3>
1. Obviously i love fashion and make up
2. I finished the first year of Justice with high scores, gracias a dios
3. I am the youngest of two sisters (a half sis and bro too) and am an aunty of five beautiful kids
4. I love reading up on the illuminati, or Socialism
5. I sing & rap, maybe one day i'll upload a video :O
6. I love to sketch
7. I love dancing, whether it be merengue, cumbia, reggaeton, i'm crazy, and i like to have the spot light on me jajaja *shy face*

I award this award to:
- Marisa
- La Cabrona
- A Barbie Gone Bad ;)
- Venus in Virgo
-Cindy Yang Lee
-Style by MLS
-Expensive Pink
-Princess Feef
- Mythology
& my new followers :)
- MakeupbyLaura1
- CR!
- Malia
- Rissa
and you know what all my followers ;)

Can't wait to find out the sex of the baby, six more weeks to go :D
and on monday i will be 16 weeks pregnant!


Monday, January 3, 2011

Baby Mumma


Gerardo proposed ! He took me out to lunch and then to the beach. At the beach he told me that i have made him change a great deal and he wants to continue to change to become a better person, and he knows he can only achieve that if i am by his side guiding him! I got sooooo shy as he was talking, i didn't even want to look at him haha. i kept hiding my head or putting it to the side, lol he could tell is was SHY which in return made him a little shy too (he went red ;P) He got down on one knee and told me that i was his first priority and so was our baby. Yes i am pregnant, around three months now :D I am staying with my parents till Gerardo and i both save some money. It is what is best for my child and i. I can't wait to see my babies face & even though when i first found out it was so stressful the only way i can look at it now that this is a blessing. Every child is a blessing :)


I have been feeling really tired lately and so far have taken two blood tests, but in the last one i took she filled three tubes up haha! I have a feeling it is a boy, but about three weeks ago i had a dream it was a girl. We'll see, as soon as i can find out the sex of the baby i am going to find out! We have already chosen names, for a boy Salvador and for a girl Selena :)

Anyways back to the proposal when he placed the ring on my finger it was toooooo big haha it fell off straight away haha he thought that my fingers would be the size of his little finger but WRONG lol my fingers are skiny as haha i get it back on January the 5th because at the moment the ring is being re-sized. I was measured to be a size I.

Hope you all had a Feliz Navidad y un Buen Año Nuevo, Con much amor y cariño.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Just Breathe

As most of you know i have been feeling a little under the weather. It seems work, studies and going to class is getting the better of me BUT i won't let it.
Life is simply too short and by dwelling on things will not get you anywhere.

Alot of us are so caught up in troubles that we forget to appreciate even the smallest things like breathing; every breath is a gift, or seeing the sunrise which reminds us it is the awakening of another beautiful start in our lives.

If any of you have been feeling low lately, of have troubles of your own, or even have people making trouble for you, just know that life is too short. Smile at every moment possible.
I once read a quote that really inspired me, i cannot remember who it was by but it said something along the lines of -- Fire can only be quenched by water.
So next time someone gives you are greezy, simply smile at them, or if someone is bugging on you, don't bug on them back, simply do the opposite and see how it goes.

Do things that make you happy.
When i am feeling sad and run down i like to go for long walks were i can hear nothing but the birds and feel nothing but the breeze. It may sound silly but it truely calms me down.
Also taking long baths and filling the bathroom with candles.
Recieving Lots of cuddles from someone you adore & also giving. I find when i give someone something and i see them smile it makes me even more happier then recieving a gift.
ICE CREAM and lots of it. How i love the loud song of the ice cream truck on those summer days.

Pampering yourself, put on your favourite tunes, do your nails, wear a face mark and read your favourite book, or watch your favourite FUNNY movie. 'Along Came Polly' is a good one. The first time i watched it i must have rewinded it countless of times watching that chubby blonde guy entering the vicinity saying "the man is here" and progressing to fall over haha!
Everytime you go out takes lots of photos and look back on them when you feel like this. Remember the feeling you had when you were taking those photos, and say to yourself that you will have plenty of more moments like these.
Blog about how you are feeling, what makes you happy so you can look back on these.

Doing these things is like giving, as Holly from 'Breakfast at Tiffany's' likes to say it'the reds' , a smack right were it hurts and to leave thee alone!

Your smiles are to precious to be waisted away!

Yesterday was a beautiful day! I had not seen my boyfriend for a little over a week which is not like us. I was so busy with work and everything that we only got to speak each night for only 15minutes because i was so tired. That really took a toll on my mood.

Yesterday was a beautiful summery day which we have not had in months. I took him around to wear i grew up, showed him my primary school and the old play ground i used to play at, even at my oldschool. We are seven months into the relationship and the question arose, why have i not shown him this early?
Well i could only come up with one answer! Lazyness, and it strikes each and every one of us. I am not going to play that card anymore so i am practising awareness, and trying to make each moment count!

Gerardo & I on our way to the park

We ate ice cream at the park and i couldn't help but laugh on the way he eats/sucks on it! The we bought lollies including those little lollies in the shape of teeth and stuck them in our gums acting silly! We then came back to la casa, to eat and watch one of my favourite movies of all time. 'A walk to Remember'. If you have not seen it, SEE IT!
Most of you may think this is all rather mushy but like i said, i post about the things that make me happy! So you should you, everyone is unique, so what may be appealing to me, may not be to you, and vise versa!

The long journey ahead that awaits you, let it be beautiful!
Mine is self healing and growing.
Whats yours?

Mucho Amor


Tuesday, October 5, 2010


It is DAY TWO of the thirty day blog challenge
I couldn't pick just one person so this goes out to my



My mother isn't just someone i simply call mother.
If there was a list of worlds best mothers i believe she ticks all the boxes.
She is wise, respectable, walks with poise and no matter how tired or distraught she is, she always magages to put the ones she loves before her own needs.
She does not boast about her doings.
Her advice is always right andand being the stuborn girl i am i always think i am right. Turns out sooner or later i realise the advice that she gave me was right all along and i come crying to her promising myself i would listen to her from then on.
She is always presentable and looks elegant.
She grew up in a poverty and has come many trials in her life.
She is strong willed and has a strong heart.
My only wish is to become more like her.
He goes through alot of effort to come and see me, catching two busses and two trains from his area once for a whole week just to be with me while i was on holidays.
He tells me i am beautiful even if i have no make up on and i am covered in zits.
He brings up my self esteem ..ALWAYS.
I feel completely comfertable around him.
We have been through alot already and have proved to eachother that we were meant to be by giving eachother the support we each needed to get through certain situations.
The night he asked me out he said to me in a deep manly voice
7months later he now speaks to me like a wittle baby, ha!

There are many people whom i appreciate, adore and look up to.
and they definately know who they are, trust me, i make it known (:

Spread love everywhere you go, first of all in your own house. Give love to your children, to your wife or husband, to a next door neighbour. Let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of Gods kindness, kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in you smile, kindness in your warm greeting.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

J.LO '05

Jennifer Lopez.

Since i can remember i have loved Jennifer Lopez, growing up i remember jammin' to her tunes since the age of 11 and kicking back to her movies since i was like . .younger. Alot of people down grade her because she doesn't have a big voice such as other artists but for real i admire her because she never gives up and she works so damn hard. She has her own clothing label, her own perfume line (my faves, "Miami Glow" & "Live by JLo" LOVE THEM), countless of albums and songs she has written, not to mention how creative some of her concepts are for her music videos, and she has even started to produce movies.
A little latina from the Bronx can really go places and even though she has been critisized for re-marrying, she says "i am a big believer in love, i am not afraid of it, i leap right into it". That one phrase made me think, we have all been hurt in the past by past girlfriends/boyfriends and i for one have always struggeld to let people in because of the pain, but since hearing her say that there is nothing to really be afraid of. If we live life being scared of something we WILL miss out on something beautiful. Don't let others ruin things for you, life is short, all you can do is take what you can from it, including the strength you gained and the knowledge you now posess, ;)

This is off her fashion show for VOGUE . 2005.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Estevan Oriol

Indeed one of my favourite photographers. Most are familiar with his work for the clothes brand 'Dickies'. He is incredible and i for one can relate so much to his work.
Much respect.